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Dressed up by botje124
Dressed up
School is just taking all my time. ;p

To see my traditional works: instagram.com/botje124 <-- I'm more active here. 
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Yes I'm still on this site, but I'm doing my best for school so I'm not very active.
Soooooo Happy valentine's day! Love 
 
Anyway it's feature time: 

For the first 20 people who comment on this journal, I'll go to their gallery and pick three pictures that I like the most and feature them here! If you comment, please do the same thing in your journal!, and put me in the first feature slot! The idea is not to get a free feature, but spread the art around to everyone on DA to enjoy and Love! (Everyone else is doing it ^_^)

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The fear producer / Angst maker: OC by SillyInsaneGamer That's fearAnd not quite endurable either ..
It's the feeling that stimulates my worst impulses.
A feeling that raises my heartbeat.
A shiver that goes down my spine..
Stress, is a mere playmate of inner fear.
A feeling conducting on pain, to make you feel crippled.
And it seems I'm paying the price..
What can sustain this feeling?
What can remove the impulse you despise so much.
How can jealousy be cured, how can fear be sustained, and remove pain?
The answer is simple: Nothing
It's enduring and the way we live.
It's the chain, a food chain that I feel I have joined.
My hunch is correct.
Somehow the pain returns further, and stress increases.
Letting yourself become the prey of your predator, is a mistake.
See I spent years on therapy..
Weeks at my doctor..
Took visits to the hospital.
I tried to sustain the feeling using oil, and several more.
I tried to take pills to make me at peace, but look at the result.
This pain increases my worst impulses.
It increases the darkest emotions I share, and
The trin force / OC's and  BIO by SillyInsaneGamer
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Music
Yes I'm still on this site, but I'm doing my best for school so I'm not very active.
Soooooo Happy valentine's day! Love 
 
Anyway it's feature time: 

For the first 20 people who comment on this journal, I'll go to their gallery and pick three pictures that I like the most and feature them here! If you comment, please do the same thing in your journal!, and put me in the first feature slot! The idea is not to get a free feature, but spread the art around to everyone on DA to enjoy and Love! (Everyone else is doing it ^_^)

:iconsillyinsanegamer:

The fear producer / Angst maker: OC by SillyInsaneGamer That's fearAnd not quite endurable either ..
It's the feeling that stimulates my worst impulses.
A feeling that raises my heartbeat.
A shiver that goes down my spine..
Stress, is a mere playmate of inner fear.
A feeling conducting on pain, to make you feel crippled.
And it seems I'm paying the price..
What can sustain this feeling?
What can remove the impulse you despise so much.
How can jealousy be cured, how can fear be sustained, and remove pain?
The answer is simple: Nothing
It's enduring and the way we live.
It's the chain, a food chain that I feel I have joined.
My hunch is correct.
Somehow the pain returns further, and stress increases.
Letting yourself become the prey of your predator, is a mistake.
See I spent years on therapy..
Weeks at my doctor..
Took visits to the hospital.
I tried to sustain the feeling using oil, and several more.
I tried to take pills to make me at peace, but look at the result.
This pain increases my worst impulses.
It increases the darkest emotions I share, and
The trin force / OC's and  BIO by SillyInsaneGamer
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Music

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botje124
I'm human too!
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Netherlands
My little sister: :iconanin124:

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Aoi (OC) *200 watchers request nr.5* by maha-xx ----> maha-xx
Comm 25 by igglypou ----> igglypou :D
Jan sketches batch 1 by xaevlyn ----> XiiaoLalahhx :D
1 by PONYGIRL4 ----> PONYGIRL4 :D
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Raven by d-oppelganger ----> d-oppelganger :D
sta.sh/02ak2vi1zlkl ----> TraLaLayla :D

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Channao Featured By Owner 5 days ago  New member
Thanks for the watch! :iconrainbowllamaplz:
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kokotea Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you very much for the watch <3 
it means a lot to me (●´ω`●)
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yuuike Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconslashshine:Thank you so much for the watch<333 It means a lot to me:iconbrohugplz:
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2014
Happy birthday! :D
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birthdays Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2014
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo: 

It's december 16th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year! Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love: 

--- Birthdays Team 
This birthday greeting was brought to you by: TaNa-Jo
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Wreck-ItRalph Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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HiroHamada Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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100procent-Juul Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2014
gefeliciteerd!! ^^
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SillyInsaneGamer Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2014
Omg I gets present  I haz heard it was your birthday today! 
So happy birth-day to day!! :ihavecaek: 
Free Birthday Icon  Omg I gets present  birthday cake  Happy Birthday Sini  
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maha-xx Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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:icongwompplz:Thank you for faving my mizaki drawing~!!! <3 <3:iconfavbomb-plz::icongwompplz:
                                  BeFunky IMG 1878.jpg by maha-xx
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